I have been filled with anxiety. Next Thursday I have to go back to work. I am trying to talk it out and I know that I will be surrounded by friends when I return. I know that everyone will be supportive. I know that Emma Clover will be well taken care of by her papa. I know that they will visit me on my lunch break but none of this comforts me. Okay maybe a little.

Today I took Emma for a walk in the stroller and met a co-worker friend for lunch. It was delicious and relaxing. I really needed that today.